Je suis fatigue
I think this is going to be my first post in English. I will try to do my best, although I lost a lot of my vocabulary and everything. But I fell I need to write in English, and that’s why I do it right now.
I am tired, that’s what the title says. I am in that moment when I need to choose. I need to choose what I want. Which job do I think is the best? Which alternative is going to be the best? What decision?
I am tired of not having a regular life. I am tired of not being with Aude in the same city. I am tired of not knowing where to go. Je suis fatigue car je ne parle pas français. Je suis fatigue car je n’ai pas étudié français. Je suis fatigue car je voudrais habiter à France mais je ne peux pas ou je n’ai pas fait tous les choses posibles.
Who likes to take decisions? I don’t know if somebody does. I do sometimes, it’s true, but there are some other times when….. I really don’t. I need to take a decision about my job, about my future, about my life, and about everything.
Am I tired or scared? Est-ce que je suis fatigue ou j’ai peur?¿Estoy cansado o asustado? I feel the necesity of saying something, of thinking loudly, and I need to say it here. I know anybody can read this, and still I need to say it. I think that once you take a decision, GO FOR IT!. But until that moment I don’t know which decision to take, and I like to know, and I am tired of not knowing.
Does everybody have those feelings? I am sure you do, and you do as well. I want everything, we all do.
I promise I will talk about something more interesting or something different the next time. Prometo que el próximo será menos pesado y hablaré de otras cosas más interesantes, o diferentes. Je promée que la fois prochaine je parlera des autres choses plus interesantes.